It has been very long since I updated this poor lil thing. Sorry, I guess I’ve been pretty occupied with other matters. Project 4 is officially history for me. The worst project ever, I swear. Scheme sucked balls. Final model, big for nothing. Submission, 2 hours late. Presentation, talk like understand. And I still wasn’t fucked upside down till I cry for critique, which was what I expected. Sheesh.
Next target is to survive internship so I can finish these 12 awesome/great/good/average/boring/horrible weeks. And guess what? It has actually ONLY been 2 weeks since Internship started. But I feel like I’ve been there for 2 months already. I really don’t know whether I deserve to be where I am now or not. Because currently, it feels totally like, I’ve been suspended from school for 12 weeks and I am working this job to fill my free time. But it’s not the kind of job that as if I want to be there in the first place.
Here’s why. I don’t like the timing of my working hours, I don’t like entertaining fucked up customers, I don’t like doing work like slave when I see the people of the higher authority chatting on MSN or talking about going Melbourne. What the hell? I can go crazy just thinking about it. Even now, my Sundays feel like it’s Mondays. My weekends has been shortened to just Saturdays. What a sad life. I hope the remaining 10 weeks will breeze by so quickly I won’t even realize.
On a lighter note, I met great people there. People whom I can learn a lot from. Horticulture major intern, Horticulturist and experienced nursery workers. They are all very nice to me. Sometimes, I feel useless when I have to end up finding them for help because I can’t handle the situation. I’ve got SO MUCH more to learn but I can’t take forever to learn, I understand, so I’m really trying my best to absorb as much as I can. *sighs*
To conclude, so far…Internship sucks. bye.